well guys n gurlz... man ko betha pokhdai chu.. aru kai sadhan nai chaina jaslai man ko kura bhanna saku... mitra ley ta dhoka di halyo...:(:(
mitra jo sab nata ma ucha cha. tara jaba tei nata bata dhoka pauda bado man dukhdo raicha... khoie k bhanum jaslai yetti biswas garey ushbata dhokha ko tito roop sahanu parira cha... dhikkar cha yesto dosht ra doshti lai... 4 yrs ko frenship aja yetti kai mato ma milyo.. mailey dhunga lai bhagwan bhanthani rakhey ki raichu... aba ta lagcha kasai bata assssh nai garnu hudo raina raicha jaba assh tutcha taba man bado dukh do raicha.. aba ta khoie biswas ni kaslai garney????...:(:(
well khoie yestai ho jindagi... this is wut we call reality i guess... reality yesto dukha dayak cha bhaney i wish i could be juss a dream which is unreal yet sweet...... thats all..

plzzzzzz guys dont say any offensive word in this thread if u dont like den dont write anything thats all i hava to say.. bye bye:(

soniaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa;
aiight,
whats up?!
watching u lately,kaile dream boy ko kura garcha kaile tuteko dosti ko, k ho auu!:)
anyway ,
laa na ta sunedehaluu na ta soniaa ko man ko byathaa bhanera ni;)



u waiting for ur dream boy:)
just look perfection in one whom u have seen imperfection. as u know nobody is perfect.and tell yaa thn u will nobody;)
aba imperfect like perfect dekhnee bhanera sabai lai rojaa ta bhaneko hoinaa but one whom u deserve ta bhetehalcha ni;)

u love living on dream land but its u who create the dream land...
have u ever been to that dream land? meh never.
so why not make a fair deal?. make reality ,our dream land:)

abt friendship....>>>>
u expect>u dont get what u expect>>thn result >>>u get hurt
less expectation>less outcome >>less hurt.
so saathi lai bekar ma kina dosh dine hoina? it was u! afai ma kei kami thiyo jasle garda saathi le hurt garyo>>>>just timro man ma ali kati expectation kam gardeko.



la ta sune;
janey ko kura bhane:)
take care.
~*ruIna*~

soniaa,
ma yetti bhanchhu.. kunai pani kura chhutida .. dukh laghchha..
tara jindagi nai testai hunchha. "not a bed of roses"
euta kura chhai for real ki.. dui jana manchhe ko rista ma kahile pani smooth hudaina.. ups and down hunchha... ani ek arka ko ichha ani akansha.. lai kasari pura garne mai jindagi bitchha..
arko yaad garnu paarchha ki .. limit of tolerance. kati samma tolerate garne...
tara euta kura chhai pakka ho.. jusle pani dosh chhai aarko party lai lauchha..

tara..
mero sandarbha ma.. ma aafu maathi nai responsibility linchhu for doomed .. dosti/relationships. kina.. ma jahile pani aaru ko ramro hos bhanchhu. keeping that in mind. yedi kohi malai bhanchha ki maile garda uslai prob. hunchha bhane k garne ta.. aafu nai hatnu paryo hoina ta... CLEAR CONSCIENCE.

sonia.. timro "dost" pani ta dukhi nai chha hola ni hoina!!... 4 barsa ko dosti chutda.. mero bichar ma kohi pani kushi hudaina... {it is tough... i know the bitterness. that fills ones heart] [ bn there]

Ohh ..i even can't imagine to pass through such agony!!

To Soniaa,

Sorry to learn that you are feeling 'low' now. We all have one time or the other. I have too. Whatever it is, the best thing to do is to look past with gratitude; and look onward with hope and confidence because there are lots to do and see in life. Life is a beautiful gift given to us and these 'lows and highs' that occur on the course of journey teach us a lesson. Each lesson learn from others and own actions makes us wise and bold.

Remember you are not alone; there are friends, relatives to listen to, talk to and share with; there are flowers, birds, animals and everything for us to comfort. Get out and see things for yourself.

Here are some lines translated from Sanskrit which seem to have a message for us all:

Yesterday is but a dream
And tomorrow only a vision,
But today well lived makes
Every yesterday a dream of happiness
And every tomorrow a vision of hope.

And the following verse has given me plenty to think about over the years; which I think you may like to share with me today:

The folk who look happiest,
And those who seem bright,
With smiles on their faces
And feet that are light,
Are not always those
Who have lived in the sun,
But those who faced darkness,
And fought it, and won.

Worries get you nowhere; but sharing feelings with your friends get you through. They say:

Don't start to worry:
It's sure to upset you.
Like riding a rocking-horse,
Where does it get you?

Best wishes,
Jham Jham Pareli (Think, you have already found a friend because you wanted to share!)

sonia, you've just entered the world of Grown ups congratualtions.. From this point onwards promise yourself never to look back emotionally, even if someone stabs you from behind. YOU HAVE ONE LIFE TO LIVE, DON'T WASTE IT ON STUPID TEARS..

ढोका दिन खोज्नेलाई पहिले नै झ्याल बाट हुत्त्याईदिन पर्छ। त्यस्ता त कति आउँछन्, कति जान्छन्। त्यसैले जाने गई सके, आफूलाई मात्र किन डबल पिर? एक त धोका खानु नि छ, अर्को फेरि धोका खायो भनेर रुनु नि छ। धत्!

धोका खाई सकेऊ, हेर, अब रुन बेकार छ। Take it positively. It is a good lesson on life for you, so that you can live the rest of your life better!

Ruina
well yeah I expect a lot from my frenz.. I expect a truth frm her and I know its not a small thing? I think yo truth bhannney kura nai fantasy jastai lagyna thalyo? trust ra truth ko gahiro relation huncha? jaba yo world ma truth nai chaina trust kasari huna sakcha ra? (my fren) Ushley ma sanga aaye ra kable malai yo kura ??.. deu bhaney ko bhaye k ma dinna thiye hola???????? Hasi hasi dinthiye tara tei chij dhoka diyera liyo tesko dukha lagcha malai?kunai pani relation trust bina huna sakdaina ? mailey ushlai trust garey ?. Did I expect a lot???????? dream world ma buliye ki ma aja reality ma 1 step k sarey ko thiye .. bhuima khutta tekna napai kata bijisakyo? mata sirf tyo kata lai nikali diney manchey ko pratikchya ma chu? is that a big deal or wut????

thapa
4 yrs pani kum hudo raicha manchey lai chinna?. Yeah uh dukhi thiyo k duhki ko anuhar ma muskaan huncha??????? Regret ko yeuta line ni thiyena ushko anuhar ma? well dukhi yeslai bhancha bhaney yeah she was?.
well teso bhaye ma dukhi chaina cuz mero anuhar ma muskan chaina.. k bhancha yeslai I donno..

jhamjham pareli
thankx 4 al thoes messages u wrote really appreciate it..
k bhannu life ma I have suffered a lot ki loneliness nai ho mero sahara? ko frens ra kasto relatives kosko kura gardai chau.. mero lagi ta sab anjan lagchan ? tara I m very very happy? atleast I have a life jaslai ma afno bhanna sakchu J?

hushpuppy
k manchey grown up bhayo bhaneyra tha pauna ushko man ko chot lai herincha?????? Its easy to say not to luk back.. but hard to do it? tears haru ma kasko control hunchan yo ta afnai marji ko malik ho? ani man ko sathi? jaba man lai dukhcha teslai saath dina akha bata jharchan yo ashu..

poonte
dhoka diney manchey yo bhaneyra pahilai tha huney bhayeta? jhayal k ..mata dhoka bata pani dhakeyli dinthiye?J?


la anyways u guys thankx a lot hai.. thankz to ruina,thapap,sristi,jhamjham pareli,hushpuppy and poonte? really appreciate wut u guys wrote?. J well mailley ta juss afno man ko pida lai kum parna lai yo kura leykhey ko? suney ko thiye man ko pidha lai pokhyo bhaney tesko dukhai kum huncha bhaneyra ? yeah its true I guess;) dukhai kum hunu ko saath saathai I got lots sa advices too well its nut a bad deal J..
thankx?

Sonia, I hope you are feeling much better.:)

"reality yesto dukha dayak cha bhaney i wish i could be juss a dream which is unreal yet sweet...... thats all.. "

Regarding ^^^^ (that)

Dreams, however sweet it may be, is still what it is; just a dream. A bitter pill of reality is like a medicine that a doctor would prescribe, which might be very bitter, but nonetheless does you much good. It is not that I have any animosity toward dreams, in fact I love it. But once I open my eyes; 'bang!' ---back to reality.

I hope sajha would prove to be an able outlet for you to express your emotions in absence of someone in person. After all, we all are 'persons' too behind these baby-maniframes.

Take care now. Hehe. :)

Indisguise:)

Sonia,

Dukha sukha badna saknu parchha. Jo sathi ya aaphantale tyo lina-dina sakchha wastavmaa tiniharu nai saathi ra aaphanta hun; jasle sakdaina tiniharu mukhle je bhane pani wastabmaa hamra saathi ra aaphanta hundainan.

Sukha ta jasle pani linu chahanchhan ni. tara dukha lina chahane, baadna chahane nai pakka saathi hun. Jindagikaa ukaali orali maa haami tyastaa dukha sukha kati paar garchhau kati. Tara tyo yatrako dukha maa saath dina sakne thorai hunchhan, ra wastav maa tinai tapaainkaa saathi ya aaphanta hunchhan.

Hami jaha bhae pani, je gare pani aakhir maanche nai hau, ajha Nepali. Tapaainle yi kura yo sajha maa post nagareko bhae kaslaai ke thaha hunthyo ra? post garnu bhayo ani baadna chahanu bhayo, tapainko dukha bujhne harule tapaain parti sahanubhuti die, diekaa chhan.

Manchheko man sabaiko eutai hundaina. Tyasaile ta yahan prem ani dhokaa hunchha; ghrinaa ani maya hunchha; jhagadaa ani sadbhav hunchha. Tyati ho, haamile ko kasto ho chinna saknu parchha: kati sajilei chininchha, kati apthyarosita dherai pachhi. Tapainle euta 'dhoka' chinnu bhayo. Sayad tyo 'dhoka' nai pani nahuna sakchha. it may be test of love! Anyway, look ahead and think positive; there are so many things to do in life; and you are not alone. On the course of this journey, you will meet others walking ahead of you, following you and maybe someone wanting to walking by your side. But you gotta be patient and wait for the right moment to come. Respect yourself, belive in your ability and listen to your true friends and relatives - you will be there.

I have personally experienced this in life; but now I find myself more mature, bold and responsible. It has changed me in many ways and that's for good. My thoughts and prayers are with you in this difficult moment, my Shajahiti friend. Come on, cheer up. Jokes? I can share many with you.

Best wishes,
Jham Jham Pareli

dukha huncha jeevan ma...

well life ma jatti dhoka paye ni life has 2 go on na???... without pain there is no gain.. i know that 2... well hijo ma dheyrai tutey ko thiye and u guys helped me to gather up thoes pieces.. now i m completely back to normal.. never been better:)...
loads n loads of thankx to u guys.... jas bata dheyrai expect garey ko huncha tyaha kai paidaina jas bata expect naigarey ko hunna tyaha chai sochey ko bhanda badhi painey raicha... now i know dont expect anything frm anyone juss try n learn to give ...:)

ps: thankx indisquise and jham jham parelie:)...
peace out....

thank you
Thank you for making each day special
And never giving up on me

Thank you for making me believe
That my world really is wonderful
When I forgotten how much

Thank you for believing in me
When I?d given up hope

Thank you for opening my eyes
To know that it?s okay to trust

Thank you for caring
When I needed you most

Thank you for the memories
I hold close to my heart

Thank you for being there
In troubled times

Thank you for pulling me through
When I couldn?t go on

Thank you for understanding
The way I am

Thank you for your unconditional support
When my world was torn apart

Thank you for accepting me
When I couldn?t accept myself

Thank you for your smiles
Which brightened my day

Thank you for your encouragement
When I couldn?t find my way

Thank you for the moments
I?ve shared with you

Thank you for laughing with me
When I needed a friend

Thank you for the friendship
That will never end..:):)

poem for all of you... well i know it sucks... but i tried my best hehe i aint gr8 poet ;)... poem it the best way to express ur feelings bhanney suney ko thiyo sooooo here u go..:)

good to see soniaa cheering up !! .......hope u will have the best one in future!!

Its cool that u feel better...yet something to read for u hoping that ll make u feel more better...

Your Inspiration: Simple Things

Find joy in the simple things in life...
The smell of hot coffee and pancakes in the morning...

Fireflies flickering in a clear night...
The cool morning fog as the sun comes up and warms the
day...
The colors of a peaceful sunset...
A bee buzzing in a patch of spring flowers...
The kindness in the smile of a stranger...
The warm feeling of a hug from someone who loves
you...
The quiet sound of the ocean...
The twinkling of the stars in the sky...
A thought from someone who calls you friend.

~Nirman~

sonia this is mero man ko bethya and how i'm bearing it..

my bf from alabama cheated, so i kicked him out..then i fellmadly in love with road romeo from texas who promised me the world in the future, but asked me to wait so that he can play a little longer..i moved to Ny, there i met lot of nonsense people and then a highschool buddy brought me further North to Vermont who left for Nepal saying he doesn't belive in himself..
at 2 a.m last nite, after i came home from salsa dancing with a new beau ( who's obviously a player too), the guy who i'd helped with his assignment at college called me sweetly for a date, i said ok, i called up the road romeo, found him in bed with allen, and the guys in NY were million miles away from my thoughts..
MY point is you have not seen the best yet, whatever happened, happened for the best, NOW you have about 3 Billion windows and doors open...just do what they do.. check to find out whether it works for you before giving your heart away...

Soniaa,

Good, you have eventually come to the terms. Keep it up and think twice before you do anything. Enjoy your life within the limits that keep you happy.

Hushpuppy, read your manko byatha. You really sound a bit more 'practical' girl. Of course, you are right to do what you feel is right for you; but also think whether that is right for others. I hope, you are not just playing a 'game' of love!

In jest,
Jham Jham Pareli

you're right pareli, once you're addicted to playing you can't stop..which ain't so good either..from today i'm gonna focus on what i like about myself, sans the unneccessary drama............time to SAge up again..can anybody help find nirvana???

To you hearbroken gals like Soniaa and Hushpuppy;

It's no good looking backwards -
The cloud which, yesterday,
Darkened the horizon
May not be there today.

It's no good looking backwards,
Reliving loss, or pain -
Tomorrow is a golden day,
To make you smile again.

A piece of advice (for those who care to listen to):

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're truding seems uphill,
When funds are low and debts are high
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing down a bit,
Rest if you must, BUT DON'T QUIT.

Hushpuppy, keep playing. Wish I were there to play fool with you!

Mathi ko chai tha bhena hai.. but....

"When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're truding seems uphill,
When funds are low and debts are high
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing down a bit,
Rest if you must, BUT DON'T "YOU" QUIT. "

This was framed on my wall, right above my pc desk facing my bed, about 7-8 years ago in KTM. :). It was kinda inspiring back then, although the 'source' I reckon was "Anonymous." :p. Then, it faced a big french window (somewhat, but not exactly) where, I hoped some jalpari would read from the neighboring bungalows (this is a fiction bit). That would have been interesting ;).

In jest,
IndisGuise:)

P.S: Sorry for being a pain. Aba chup ma (ekchin, yaha):p. Ghati chilayera hairaan ke. Hehe;)

well... good to see myself back to normal too hehe:)... well afulai hurt bhako bela aru sab ko pida sano dekhido raicha... well hushpupy timro beytha suneyra ta .. tyo betha kam game jyada sound garcha... bhogney manchey lai nai tha huncha ghau ko dukhai haina ta hami ta sirf anuman launa sakchau, advice dina sakchau... well j gara sabbai lai ramro huney kam gara hehe...
ani thakx ha jham jham pareli 4 d poem...:)
lu ta muie out :P...