This is just the way I feel about you, and I know it’s not bound to change. It’s just the way when I remember your face, that brings smile in my face, it’s the feeling of your lips caressing mine, that just melts me always, it’s the dream that I dream, of holding you close, and tight, that always feels like a bliss, it’s the way you shy away, when I play with your hair, that just makes it so perfect. Every time I hold your hand and I know it I don’t wanna ever let go. I don’t know how to define life, coz for me that just boils down to love, which for me is you. Neither am I perfect nor am I gonna stop making mistakes, coz even at 90, I wish u’d tell me what I did wrong and correct me.
I know I don’t understand you fully, but I do want to,I do want you to feel relaxed and totally yourself with me. I do want to get to know your crazy side, simple side, psycho side, I do want to understand why you feel the way you feel, but what matters to me the most is loving you, no matter how you are. Even yrs down the road, even if I never understand, why you sometimes just wanna do crazy stuff, I still wanna do it with you, even if I never understand, why you just wanna get lazy and watch TV all day, I just wanna be right next to you, even if I don’t understand why shopping is so fun, I still wanna go with you, even if I never understand why you gotta go do your nails and facial twice a month, I still want you to do. Even if don’t understand why you love your baggy pants, I sill wanna buy it and I want you to wear it. Even if I never understand why you want me to play x-box all day, I still wanna play with you. I don’t want you to change, I just want you the way you are. Just like this, just crazy you, simple you, sweet you, however you are, and however you feel.
I don’t know about tomorrow, I might or might not give you all you want, what you wish for. But this I know, I’ll always love you, I always will play with you and fight with you, I’ll always talk to you and argue with you, I’ll always kiss you and bite you, I’ll always play with your hair..and then pull your hair and run away, I’ll always hold you close…and then tickle your tummy and make you laugh till you cry.
I wanna be there when you smile, and when you cry. Even if I don’t understand the reasons , I still wanna hold you and cry with you, I wanna be there when you get sick , or when you just wanna go and hang out all day at the beach, I wanna be there when you’ve had a bad day at work, I wanna share your joy, sadness, your thoughts and your feelings, I wanna talk to you about life, future, hows life gonna be, anything and everything that’s normal and totally random and crazy, I wanna be there when you act crazy , I wanna be there to listen to all your crazy thoughts, and i wanna come home to you everyday for till I live.
At 65, when you’re sipping your tea , at the patio , watching the sunrise, and you think back, and see how your life’s been with me, and even if you don’t remember a single good day, I promise, you’ll remember millions of moments, that’s just gonna make you smile, that’s just gonna make u want to go back to those days and feel them once more, and even the once that will drop your tears out, I sill wanna be there, again, to love you, to miss you, to make your smile, to wipe your tears, and just to hug you and say, it’s all gonna be just fine. I love you, I just do, don’t ask me the reasons why, coz I don’t have any, and I don’t wanna have any, I wanna be able to hold you and go to bed, just like this, till 90, and hell no I don’t wanna die early, coz I never get enough of you, and even at 90, I still wanna wake up next to you, holding you, kissing your foreahead, and I still wanna thank god, for you being right next to me, I wanna come home to you, always, will you please marry me and be my wife.
