The eyes wonder in the darkness that prevails,
Not a beam of light it detects,
It searches forever for a soothing sight,
But no where can it find the healing light.

Memories and darkness is all thats left,
Who can one blame though for this theft?
The bliss and happiness all gone away,
Only on misery and agony the heart can lay.

A breeze blows softly bringing memories to mind,
Of laughter and smiles that is now left behind,
A dagger on the heart feels hard and heavy,
Tears flow from the eyes and the heart bleeds softly.

A relationship that was so pure and devine,
Still turns the heart warm and makes the eyes shine,
But the pain soon follows and the eyes weep again,
Going back to the darkness and to the pain.

The wind of sorrow had blown into life,
Cutting into the heart with the sharpest knife,
The sweet dreams, the whispered promises!
All lies.. all treachery, it was all blindness!!

The future ahead seems bleak, the past all narrow,
All I have left is my lonliness and sorrow!!

How well you depict your darness!
"All I have left is my lonliness and sorrow!!" Anj, add "All I have left BEHIND is my lonliness and sorrow!"

If your darkness applies to relationships, I recall something I'd read:

Unfortunately for him, he's leaving the woman who loves him; fortunately for you, you're leaving the man who who doesn't!

Keep writing!

darkness*

Thanks sitara.. really appreciate your comments.. I have one more.. not good tyai pani really want to express myself!!

Dreams and hopes of a future devine,
Of the one I could call mine,
He would lay me in his loving arm,
And make me feel his love so warm.

I would close my eyes and think of being together,
We were meant to be 'one' forever,
Did not know when, did not know where,
But one day I knew he would be here.

Soft touches, sweet carresses I had on mind,
The one for whom I was destined,
Laughter and happiness in my heart,
Once united, we would never part.

He entered my life like a soothing breeze,
Awakening, refreshing every part of me,
My man, my love was finally here,
Happiness and sorrow we would always share.

The first tears I wept was not meant to be,
What went wrong I coud not know possibly,
But deeper I fell and more I dreamt,
Even when the promises were not kept.

How he slipped away I never knew,
I started to wonder if our love was true,
My heart was lost somewhere between,
It was so ignored that it was never seen.

We had to part and go our own way,
Though I knew you wanted me to stay,
My heart wept for you, it did not want to let go,
What caused the sorrow my heart did not know.

Misery and pain was what remained,
A deep scar was all that we gained,
I kept wondering why did this happen,
Maybe we had always been mistaken.

When you left, you took a part of me,
In every man a part of you I see!
Would they hurt and punish me too?
Why did every face seem like you?

Your loving side though I always remember,
Maybe your love will always matter.
But could we have lived a life full of thorns
Without anyone to soothe our burns?

I console my heart and wipe its tears,
Deep within my heart though, I have a deep fear.
What if your vacant spot I always embrace,
And never again listen to what my heart says?

Can I ever think of a future again
And stay happy with what remains?
I try to reach out to something invisible,
Trying to see if there is anything possible.

But the emptiness engulfs my soul,
All I can feel is a big empty hole.
Why does my heart burn so....
When I know it was right to let you go??

Now love's existence I have started to question,
Cringe at the word when it is mentioned.
Maybe for you I am the betrayer,
But all I can do now is sing a silent prayer.

Oh god let this pain go away,
Please guide me god, please show me the way.
Can I move along, can I ever love again?
Will I ever be able to forget this pain?

I close my eyes and wait for an answer,
But it seems like for god too I don't matter!!

How do u get time to write such cool poems?? Mind blowing.......i wish i could write it too...he he

Thanks for the compliment Ardent.. tara its not abt the time.. when there are feelings.. the flow of words come automatically:)

Aww gurl.. you really seem to be hurt.. :(So we relate with each other huh?
I know that a lot of ppl go through all of this.. tara an advice from me to you let the words out.. you'll feel much better :) oki take care and dun think abt it too much!

Anj...u seem to be a good writer....and i am a good reader.....I am just trying to write a poem that would solve my this anxiety "what i am supposed to do if i love someone more than anything else and still i know i can't have that someone".........but the words are not flowing ......i think writing poem is not that easy as to read!!!!!

hey ard bro....tmro bhawana lai bujhdai mero kalam le..ooops solly hai computer le kehi sabda koreko chu....amateur nai bhayeko hunda aali naramro lagna sakchha..taipani sahi nai dinu hunchha hola bhanne aasha sahit yo sano koseli hajur ko feelings ma dedicated....

LOVE: UNFULFILLED

Zeal to show her how much you love her,
even showing the ocean full of love seems so lesser.
Belief inside all you have give is true love,
every second you think of her, crazier your heart drove.
U want to be by her side,happiest u want her to be,
Luckiest you would be if she is beside thee.
The love scarring your heart each moment,
Moment each cherished but all that remains is lament.
Trust that you had vowed for, trust that you wanted back,
She doesn't feel it, you are out of her stack.
Nothing to stay at the end but the tear's rain,
The heart full of unfulfilled desires and bleeding in pain.

Ohhh Nirman thanx a lot......really a good and touchy one....U r not only a good story writer but a good poet toooooo....that's for sure!!!

Thank u thank u ardent bro...m on the top of mt. everest with ur comment...anyways thnx that u loved it..at least jasko feeling ma dedicate gareko ullai ta man paryo aaru kasailai man naparepani...ki kaso gaanthe.....hehehehehe.
{*_^}...Nirman...{^_*}

Nirman are you in love with ardent??? seems like it...wondering how many neps are still behind....OOOOOOOOOOOOPSY daisisies....

hush hush...go away dammmit puppy....Those speaking without even thinking must be some puppy...wagging tails if someone would give them some chocky.....Think before you speak man...or woman..whatver u r i don't give a damn...and which line make u think that i m in love with ard..he is just a guy around looking for something to read...and i something to write...just shared my writing thats all...and it is not that i hate gay...but i m not gay ..so next time think before u speak damnit...and maybe u r Bunch of them...ki kaso...kasaile gayeko thiyo ni...."Phool ko ankhaa ma phulai sansaar..kandha ko ankha ma kandhai sansaar."...so maybe ...... ko ankha ma .......nai sansaar ki kaso sathi haaru...
{^_^}...Nirman...

Ya Nirman...I was also trying to say that....but words were not flowing ......again thanx for shooting hushpuppy!!!

Oh I am so gay and delighted to know your answers........gay clubs are pretty clubs speciially the ones in London..loud music....colorful people asnd loadsa ecstatic people....should get a taste of em for once...even if you're not one..and I have gay frens than straight girls and guys..and thats why i love san fransisco sooo much...its such a glorious gay town..

Anj,
very nice poem. Keep writing!

I was wondering why Hushpuppy is such a gay person always....i got the answer....LOL

Thankx Rusty... always a pleasure to write :)

Ya i forget to mention...Anj...keep writing such fantastic poems...And we r all there to read it!!!

heheh ardent.. hush puppy ra Nirman sanga kura balla got over..? Ani balla forgot to tell you re..;)
sab bujchu ma... anyway thanx for reading and thanx for commenting:)